So, mei-mei has a blog (clicky above), and posts that. I dunno. I miss the people that I miss, but I can’t be the one to make this effort, to bridge that gap. I think about it, and it’s like giving in, conceding and for what? More abuse? I still run across stuff and think, “she would love this”. And I make such a concerted effort to not hear about her and yet I still get bits and pieces.

oh you’ve got green eyes
oh you’ve got grey eyes
oh you’ve got blue eyes
and i’ve never met anyone
quite like you before
…where did you go?