Yuk Bon

So, mei-mei has a blog (clicky above), and posts that. I dunno. I miss the people that I miss, but I can’t be the one to make this effort, to bridge that gap. I think about it, and it’s like giving in, conceding and for what? More abuse? I still run across stuff and think, “she would love this”. And I make such a concerted effort to not hear about her and yet I still get bits and pieces.

oh you’ve got green eyes
oh you’ve got grey eyes
oh you’ve got blue eyes
and i’ve never met anyone
quite like you before
…where did you go?

I’m in a colo, the sound of fans and PSUs is driving me batshit insane.
I’m annoyed with my friends, annoyed at myself, tired all the time and I keep having music ideas pop in my head.

Last night’s dinner: pizzas on nan bread. I would give a recipe but I have just told you how to make it, so why bother? They were excellent.